Hey love!

I'm at the gym! I hope you are treating yourself well and getting some exercise too!

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But you did it and that's what's important! I'm proud of you!!

Mine was pretty good! I'm not making any gains with my squat, but I think my form is improving and it feels a little easier!
With my deadlift, I tried going lower. I want to be able to take the bar to just a few inches off the ground. I'd like if you could watch me do it!

Also I told Brittany I'm looking to make friends and she took that really well and said that's what she wants too!

Yeah! �� Hopefully you and I can go to the gym together again soon!!

I miss you! ����

You will.

Yay !!

Mary confirmed! Crystal did not!

We changed it to the outdoor festival since they will also have yoga, paddle boards, and other stuff going on!!

I haven't found Mary yet!

She said she got here and I told her where I am, but she hasn't found me

So I'm kind of just checking everything out by myself!

I'm going to miss you too!! I will send lots of pictures when I go and we can talk on the phone and video chat!

The weather is going to be cooler in Florida! It doesn't get too hot because it's a peninsula and the water buffers temperature changes!

I'm watching a comedy! What are you doing?

Yeah I will do that! Where do you want to do work?

I'm sleepy because I went out in the sun and it was wicked hot out!

But I feel if I slept in your bed while you did work I would be more of a distraction

So probably coffee shop would be good

I will try to do work too!

Haha

Let's go to the library!

Us laying in your bed together is not a good recipe for getting work done!

I know library doesn't sound as fun, but it will make sure we do work!

I'll drink coffee and you can take caffeine and we can meet up!

Which library?

SLU, public, or STLCOP?

Come to mine. We can stay there as long as we want!

They have some comfy areas with couches and it should be empty!!

Okay! �� Meet me at my place and we can walk over! I have ice cream and brownies if you want!

I'm gonna leave my door unlocked in case I fall asleep

Bring your swim suit if you want to hangout after at the pool!

Are you here?

Hey Nick! Would it be okay if I took a raincheck on the breakfast and come over later? I want to get a workout in before I head over!!

Did you see my text?

Do you see it now?

Is that okay? Don't want to offend, but I want to get my workout in!

Okay thanks!!

Is 2pm okay?

I haven't left for the gym yet! I'm gonna go now and then I'll head over right after! Took me a while to eat and was talking to my Dad because he couldn't remember when I said I'd be in Orlando!

Okay! If he comes over and you guys wanna do your thing, I have books and laptop!

Okay love!! See you soon!! ����

Walking home from gym and I'm heading over!

Yes I am!

Door is locked

The line for bag check is crazy. Never seen anything like it and all the other airlines don't have anybody there! I hope I don't miss my flight. It might take til 7:30 to get through this line!

Yeah

They moved up people on the Orlando flight! I should make it now!!

I'm on the plane! Thank you for spending time with me and dropping me off!!

Thanks I am looking forward to seeing you when I get back!! Or if you decide to come this weekend that will be really fun!!

I'm here in Orlando and I already feel relief from the culture difference. People here are so much more relaxed and less racist!

My mom and Roger said they would like to meet you if you come here!

I got my period on the flight here, way early. Probably the plan b caused it.

That's okay

Do you miss me yet?

Aww, I'll send more!!

That's good. How was it?

Wish I could be there with you to for support!

Sorry I didn't mean to send a video of me smiling in response to your funeral text! I took that video before I got your text!

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I'm at the grocery store and there's lots of people who look like me and the white people here are not afraid of us! I mean probably some are, but I don't feel it!

I wish you could be here to feel it. Nobody is rushing at the store or giving bad looks. It's really nice

I feel the oppression here is less than St Louis!

That's great!!

I gave her a good hug before we left!

I used to give timid hugs, but now I do good ones!

I'm on my way to visit Roger's mom!

Diana's coming over tonight to hangout!

Night night! ����

Good morning love!! I wish you were here! I hope you have a great day today!

My mom uses racist language against me when I don't conform with my appearance by blowing drying my hair or wearing makeup. Today she called me "jungle girl"

My mom uses racist language against me when I don't conform with my appearance by blowing drying my hair or wearing makeup. Today she called me "jungle girl"

Everybody laughed because she said it and laughed, but it wasn't really funny!
It's okay. I'm not upset, I just recognize that that's what she was doing!

Everybody laughed because she said it and laughed, but it wasn't really funny!
It's okay. I'm not upset, I just recognize that that's what she was doing!

I was already a radical!
I confronted her on hitting me because she brought up that I called protection services on her before and was making fun of me for it. She won't accept it though. I was talking to Diana and she told me I should tell my mom. The problem is my mom doesn't have enough self worth to admit any wrong doing. She just gets defensive. It felt good to tell her even if she denies it.

Diana's boyfriend told me he is planning to propose!!

Yum! Where is that? He wants me to make a video. I'll have to tell you later! Want to talk with me on the phone tonight?

Hey love!

Sorry I didn't have my phone on me!

Yeah I was hanging out in the living room with my parents!

Do you still want to talk?

Can we talk in 30 minutes?

Okay!! ��

When I first turned the light on

Good morning sunshine!

Wow, you are so strong! That's great! Yes, I'm just getting up now!

Nobody is home!

Yes, I like to go through my mom's stuff! Also, my mom and Roger have secret stashes that they hide from each other, so I may look for those too!

Kevin!

Am I right?

Awesome!!

I'm a genius!

Actually I'm glad you're seeing Kevin. I would do the same thing in your shoes!

Family is important!!

That's okay!! If we are meant to be a couple, you will meet my friends and family at some point! No need to rush things!
I hope you have a good time with your family in Columbia!! ����

I know! We talked about it already! I hope you have a safe trip!

Oh that's good! More time with family!

Okay! Let me know when you get there safely!!

I'm glad!

I'm going to bed! Have a goodnight!!

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Basically people mimicking GTA and getting away with it.

Yes, but I had nightmares

How about you?

Haha! Thanks, that's cute!! ����

Good job!
I told my mom the story about that woman getting murdered and she understood it. She was very upset. She said, "Some people are poor and steal little bit and get 15 years in prison and that guy gets nothing? What is this, a slavery? He just bought the service, he didn't buy her. If he wanted he could have asked for his money back; she would have given that to save her life." I am so glad my mom understands this. Some people would say, "It's sad, but that's what you get when you're an escort."

I'm gonna do a workout too!

Call me later if you're free!

I talk to you later!!

I fixed my phone, so it shouldn't go to voicemail anymore!

Thanks love! I wish you were here too!!

I hope you're having fun!

I miss you!

Just passed downtown Orlando! Rainbow lights on all the buildings!

You're amazing! I'm proud of your consistency and dedication!

I am! I have been eating really healthily!!

If you came here Thursday night we could go to a critical mass bike ride on Friday that will be for the victims of the shooting! Thousands of people are expected to come out for it!

Then I would be free to hangout except for Saturday night because I'll be going to Epcot with my mom and Roger for Father's Day!

Yeah, that could work! If you come on Monday Jun 27th and stay for a few days!!

Miss you

Yes. All of those things. Plus kisses!

I'm at the hotel with Robyn, Taylor, and Steffany. It's almost 10:00 and check out is at 11:00, and nobody else has gotten up yet to start packing. They are going to be hustling! I don't want to wake Robyn up even though she takes the longest because she is super cranky in the mornings!!

Great job!!

I wish I was working out with you!!

Yes, no offense to Robyn, but I would have preferred to wake up with you too!! ����

Yes, lol, my friends and I don't cuddle. Unfortunately I think part of it is due to homophobia. It could also be waspy culture.

Yeah!! ����

Yes, according to Rob, Diana knows about it, he got her parent's "blessing" and she knows he did that. He said she wanted to get married in July, which surprised me because she has not mentioned anything to me, even when we were hanging out. So something seems fishy.

I'm going to wait to bring it up to her when I see her in person!

Since she doesn't know that I know she's getting married I'm just going to ask how things are going with Rob and see what she wants to tell me!

I want to pose some questions to her to think about that might help her avoid marrying him!

Yes. I don't want her to do that. I think she's had a rough life and is always stressed and he is a comfort to her. But I don't think he's the right guy.

I would call you, but I have a bad headache I've been trying to fight without medicine!

I'm going to drink water and try to sleep it off! Hopefully I'll be better in the morning! I try to call you if you're free!!

That's great! �� I will try to catch you around then and keep you company on the road!

I wish you were here! I'm gonna dream about you tonight!

Aww. I love you.

Hahahaha!!

Yes please

Yeah, but more awesome if you were in mine, because then we'd be in Florida!!!

Plus this is a nice bed.

Where does it come from?

Oh, lol

I love my parent's home. I don't even want to go out. I just want to hangout here! But I go out to be socialable!

Been eating good and pooping. Lots of fruits and nuts! If you were here you could have good food too!

Are you coming here next Monday?

Yeah, I'm pretty sure you could stay at Robyn's since she offered before. But if you don't want to it's okay. I'll be coming back shortly after that and you can always visit on my next trip!

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*kiss attack*

Awwww