That's okay! Just finished my work. Now I just have to type it up and submit it.

Tonight might be better to go solo because I still have lots of laundry and errands to take care of!

Plus I have early lab tomorrow, so I want to sleep at my place and I know we probably won't get a good sleep there together!

Tomorrow the temperature is supposed to be pretty cool. High is only 82! Want to go for a hike in the late afternoon?

Or early evening?

P.S. I really like April.

I know, I was suggesting when you get off work!

If you don't feel up for it, it's alright. You let me know!

Okay! I'll meet you at your place at 4:30 and we can go from there?

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Aww. It's okay honey! Good days and bad days!

It's okay! You made it to the gym and did work. That's what's important!

Charter thought it would be funny to charge me $40 extra for no reason! Thankfully they're refunding me after I called them

Yeah. I wouldn't have noticed if I didn't check my statement because I have automatic payments!

Unfortunately, I spent too much money. So now I can't spend anything for two weeks. But it's okay because my bills are paid and I have enough to eat for two weeks.

Hey honey. I wish you here to make my place smelly!!

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Good morning!!

Hey love! I hope your day is going well!

Nice! I'm just getting out of lab!

Do you still want to go on the hike today?

Questions:
Dinner before hike or after hike? My place or your place? Do work after hike?

Do you want to spend the night together?

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Whose place?

I think you came to me last time. I can come to you. I will need to leave by 7:30am so I have time to get ready for and commute to my 9am class. So I have to be asleep by 11:30pm at latest.

Do you have food for us?

Do you want me to bring something?

I have carrots, celery, beets, spinach, broccoli, and peas.

Okay! I'm heading over now!

Hi love! I hope your day is going well!

Check out my curls!

Hehe!! ����

Lol, no lunch?!

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I got this in the mail!

Wow what's that and how come I'm not eating it?!!

My matcha is really bad. Have to throw it away! Apparently it was made in China. I got it because it was really cheap and had good reviews, but smell, taste, and appearance are really bad. People apparently don't know good matcha.
I'm going to try Maeda-En's matcha from Japan which is also a cheaper matcha, but probably better! Can get it in bulk for around $2/oz on Amazon!

Well normally $12/oz for culinary grade, but buying in bulk it's about $2/oz for 16 oz's

It's not the best, but I heard good things for those who want a more affordable matcha

Definitely not paying $25/oz

Just finished my workout. I added 10 lbs to the bar!

Great! What should we do?

I would like to do salsa with you or just hangout with some people

I do have a lot of studying to do tomorrow, but I can get it done in the daytime!

I hope you have a great night and sleep well! ��

I'm sending you love from my apartment!

Haha! You can't send it back! No refunds!

I know! ����

I am feeling your love and appreciating it! ��

I'm at Thrive. It's a really nice place.

They must get a lot of donations

Such the opposite of how places that offer abortions look and feel unfortunately, because of stigma and danger. The fact that they have to be secure because anti-choicers go in and kill physicians who offer abortions.

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7-10 days I will have results for gonorrhea, syphilis, chlamydia, and HIV. They said if I test negative and ask experiencing symptoms, they will test for other STI's. I think I will tell them that I'm experiencing symptoms even though I'm not so I can get tested for the other ones too.

I don't think that I have anything, but it's nice to be sure.

They asked if I've ever been pregnant and I lied and said no. None of their business.

Can you take me into mania with you? I need motivation

I feel like it's similar to being on adderall. When I took adderall I was really talkative, outgoing, and confident!

I felt like a genius because my brain was functioning so quickly.

Hey Nick! I hope you are well today. I'm going to leave for the gym in a second. I wanted to ask you if you would be alright with us postponing our activities until tomorrow night? I am working through some emotional problems right now and could use some temporary solitude.

Thanks honey! Please send love and good vibes! ��

I have created an activity for myself called, "Groove Workshop" that I can use when I need to to help me get out of a funk and become productive.

I saved it in my online journal. I'm working on it right now. I think it's going to work well. It has plans for falling off track too. I can refer back next time I'm in a funk.

Iran is the world's leading producer of saffron, so I'm pretty sure the saffron I have is not Spanish, especially since it's from the Middle Eastern store. I saw trader Joe's has Spanish saffron though.

Okay honey! I'm headed to the gym right now! I hope you have a goodnight!!

I only added 5 lbs and I'm glad because it was hard. I'll try adding another 5 lbs next time. If I can't do it 5 reps, does that mean I have to go back down, or that I just stick at that weight until I can get 5 reps?

Okay! Well this week was good! Added 15 lbs so far!

I got to pick out my mentee today. I'm really excited about her!

All the other mentees were matched, but Kim thought it would be a good idea for me to get to pick out my own and I agreed. The mentee that they matched for me last year just wasn't a good match. We had nothing in common and even though I tried to connect with her often, she wasn't really interested

This one wrote about wanting someone to help her with self-care in her application and I automatically knew I had to take it!

Kim and Aaron know her and are really excited about the match

I have to say that the best thing for me is to have someone to care for. It really makes me feel better

Especially if I can positively influence them

Fatemeh was my unofficial mentee in undergrad. I met her by hearing her speaking Farsi and recruiting her into ISO. I was able to make real positive influences in her life because she trusted me with all her problems and took my advice. It was nice for me too because it distracted me from my own problems.

Yes, I can care for you! ����

Lol, I forgot how much weight I was doing. I tried to add 40 lbs and almost couldn't come up

(I'm at the gym)

20 lbs added is enough for one week

I'm going to band today. This is another way I'm caring for myself. I love making music in a group. It's very satisfying for me

Plus I feel like it's a waste to have a flute and be privileged enough to have had a musical education and not take advantage of it.

I have an interview at Schnucks next week!

I added 5 more pounds! Wasn't too bad. Two sets of 6 and one of 7

I'll probably add another 5 pounds next time

I'll be up to 30 lbs added to the bar

Hey love! What kind of overhead press should I do?

Just straight overhead or a little forward?

Seated or standing

Okay, so straight overhead!

Workout Order:
(1-3 in superset) 1 Squat 2 Row 3 Overhead press 4 Deadlifts 5 Face pull 6 Farmer's carry

Sounds good! Thanks honey! ����

Pooped today!

Drinking lots of water!

I know, makes it easier for my kidneys

I got an email from Rob. It said Robert so at first I thought it was my Dad. I don't even know how he got my email

I hope he moves on with his life and forgets about me

He needs help and he probably thinks that I can save him, but I'm not playing that game. I have dated people that wanted me to save them before. People have to be fine on their own.

It's kind of a two way thing because I've also wanted people that I can help because it gives me purpose

I'll block his email when I get to a computer.

It is hard for me to receive messages from someone who was abusive to me and who I have made several attempts to block from contacting me.

Yeah it brings a lot of emotions because that was a hard time for me. I had just recently broken up with Dustin and it was finals week. I felt really close to him because he was there for me and really welcoming letting me live with him. Then of course the passionate sex intensified things. And he was abusive, starting out small at first. Anyway, it just makes me feel a lot of things that aren't good when I am reminded of him.

No, I just wanted to express how I felt

Workout was good

But I don't think I was going low enough with the weight, so I want to sitck with 40 lbs added the bar for squat

Oh wait, that's why. I was only supposed to add 35 lbs

I love you too!! ������

Aww!!! ����

Hey love. I'm really sorry about last night. I fell asleep trying to study

Still love me?!

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I get out of class at 3pm today if you would like to meet to do work together!

Hehe! ����

Yeah, it can be anytime after 3pm, so I could do later too!

That would be awesome!!

I love you too! Yes, that's perfect! ����

Coming down!

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I hope you are getting some good work done!

Hey honey! I just wanted to tell you that I didn't know my vagina was stinking that bad today! I thought it wouldn't stink because I took a shower!

I realized it was stinky after you licked it!

I love you honey!

If we were together this morning!

Things I think about and look up when I should be studying!
http://america.aljazeera.com/opinions/2014/2/maps-cartographycolonialismnortheurocentricglobe.html http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/degrees-of-freedom/no-such-thing-as-north-and-south/

Questioned “Things I think about and look up when I should be studying!
http://america.aljazeera.com/opinions/2014/2/maps-cartographycolonialismnortheurocentricglobe.html http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/degrees-of-freedom/no-such-thing-as-north-and-south/”

Loved “Good morning! ��”

Can you see the heart I attached to your message?

I got an update on my phone that allows me to message in a few more ways!

I guess some only work if it's between iPhones!

Ohh

Just the image or me drawing it too?

iMessage is ripping off Whatsapp!

I use iMessage, whatsapp, telegram, and glide

(done with first exam)! One more to go!

I might take a nap before studying for it because I only slept 3 hours

I'm gonna get a leash and start walking Molly! I don't think she gets enough mental stimulation

Hey honey! It's going good! I'm at target! One more stop till I head home! How about you?

Awesome! So you're feeling productive?

Yeah, let's do that! Tomorrow morning I will want to leave to go to the gym, meet with Kim, study for therapeutics, and prepare for my interview! But tonight I'm free!

I got lots of good food from Trader Joe's!! I got a lot of sweets too because I feel like I'm going to want them! Planning to make a healthy chicken salad tomorrow! Rotisserie chicken, green apple, walnuts, dried cranberries, yogurt, parsley, and dill!

I will eat it without bread to cancel out the sweets I bought! lol

I may have gotten coconut chocolate ice cream and hot cocoa mix!

I'm home! When would you like me to come over?

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Hehe!

I'm employed!

Thanks honey!! ����

We can walk in the park, we can do yoga in the park, hang out with people, do salsa, people watch, eat food!

Whenever! I have an assignment I need to get done and go to the gym! I just finished making chicken salad!!

Yeah, I prefer to save money! But you can come over and have some salad!! It's really good!!

I also have watermelon!

And a salmon filet that I have thawed but haven't cooked!

This salad is so good! You will love it! It's really healthy too!

When are you coming?

Okay, see you soon! ��

Have some watermelon!

Have some watermelon!

People driving got on my nerves! I don't feel like I'm glad have a good workout!

Should I do 10 lbs again for overhead press and 15 for rows?

Finished my workout! It was good! I can tell I'm getting stronger. I don't want to increase the weight on my arms yet. I'll do the same weight again next time and after that maybe increase it. I'm also going to stay with 35 pounds for now. The bar by itself felt really light and I could tell that I'm getting stronger by how easy my warm up was! But I'm still not satisfied with the depth I got at 35 lbs

Added 10 pounds to my deadlift!

I am getting low with my squat, but not as comfortable and low as I get with just the bar

I don't think it is!

I'm so unbelievably tired. I wanted to go home and skip therapeutics, but I have to meet with someone right after.

Two more hours of lecture

Well sort of. I'm not sure how long this meeting will take

I think I want to skip band though

I'm just too exhausted