I do want that! ��

Also I appreciate you making a special effort to focus on pleasing me last night. And I enjoyed hearing your personal stories this morning! I like having more background information on how you came to be the wonderful person you are! ☺️

Do you remember my middle name?

Okay, just curious!

I know yours is William

Did you still want to meet with me to study today?

Lol

Okay, when do you want to meet?

Nictitating membranes

I'm waiting for you!

I'm at school!

I don't want to take a break! I just want to see you and do work with you!

Napping is for squares

Woohoo!

Want to come to my school? I study better at places other than my home!

I'm in the building that we were in when we saw the play!

On the first floor!

If you want though, we can get a study room on the second floor. I don't think a lot of people are here

Okay! When you get here we can move to the second or third floor because they're prettier and that makes a difference for studying!

Let me know when you get close and I'll come out and get you. The doors will be locked!

I'm unreasonably excited to see you

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Hey, what was wrong? Was it because I was putting on makeup?

Oh okay! Well that was my fault, not yours. I'm a big girl! ��
But it was fine, only a couple minutes late! Thanks for driving me!! ��

I will do better about making sure I'm on time to my classes! I don't want you to be upset about it or us hanging out.

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I miss you.

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I meant to text you back flowers earlier!!

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Okay, omw!

77 please!

I'm here but the door is locked!

I think this guy is Iranian!

I want a hug!

I got a parking ticket! ��

Actually we both did!

Street cleaning!

I know, lol

Hey love, I hope you have a great day today and feel warm and happy inside.

You asked me how I was feeling this morning and I didn't want to answer because I realized it was really low, like a 2 or 3, but I'm glad you asked me that or I wouldn't have recognized it! I think after finals I can do what I need to do to get healthy

Thank you. ����
My worst fear is that it's obvious to people how bad I feel. I think sometimes it is and I don't want it to be because then I think people will not want to hang out with me. But I don't really have enough energy to pretend.

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I believe you since that's what you've been getting and you're still nice to me! lol

I mean I've been a little worse. I've had days where all I do is lay in bed and cry all day. But besides that, I think I've been pretty down the whole time I've known you.

It's nice that we have each other for support and can relate.

My plan is to start climbing out after finals, using fitness as a catalyst.

Falling in

I was going to say that, falling in love or infatuation, causes a significant decrease in serotonin levels which could potentially worsen symptoms of depression

I was going to say that, falling in love or infatuation, causes a significant decrease in serotonin levels which could potentially worsen symptoms of depression

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Today is Cinco de Mayo!!

If I were in Florida I would definitely be making a trip to the beach!!

Oh I might have to check it out on Saturday!

Just for a little bit! I'll make that a study break! lol

I love you! I hope today is great and you complete your work and feel relaxed/accomplished.

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Hey love! I don't want to talk about this right now, but I have been thinking about monogamy and polyamory. I wanted to let you know that I've been thinking about it and I want to talk with you about it, probably after finals are over next week.
I have been avoiding it, but I think having a conversation and confronting fears is a better approach.

Okay, glad we're on the same page. I'm not really looking forward to talking about it, but it's necessary

We should have the conversation outside in the daytime with food, if possible!

Oh I've never had that, but it sounds good! ��

I got maintenance done on my car and was going to go to the gym, but I might do yoga instead!

Hey love, thanks, I'm at the gym! I wanted something more activating! Did some squats and now I'm on incline leg press!

What are you doing?

I would love to study with you, but probably not a great idea!!

Texting is sometimes better because when I hear your voice then it's like you're really there, except I can't see you, which makes me think it would be nice if I could see you too! ��

If you're going to be here you can stop by and say hi if you want!!

Oh lol

Jk!

I thought you were on your way to Pi!!

Oh, I didn't know there was one over there!

Goodnight ��

I've contracted the plague!

Yes

There will probably be a small service in Orlando, once they ship over my ashes.

Anything you want to tell me, you should tell me soon!

Aw, thanks! I'll come back as a ghost and tell you what happens!

Hey honey buns

Lol, if you want it!!

It's going okay

How are you?

Oh I'm sorry

Do you want to go somewhere with me to get work done?

Okay good

Doing well

I miss you a little bit.

A lotta bit.

2,000 bits

Thursday

Can you wait that long to see me?

I think I'll be done by 9am! ��

Will you be there waiting for me when I walk out?

Lol, same building as before, same entrance.

It will be unlocked!

Lol yes!

You don't have to though, I was kind of kidding!

Yeah! ��

I'm a little scared that I'm going to be so happy to see you and I'll have fewer obligations so I can focus on health, but then we will have a conversation to have that might make us obsolete. No matter what happens it will be okay. I don't want to dramatize anything, but it is scary for me.

Okay ��

I made a pros/cons list for both concepts.

I know. I'm going to put this stuff away and focus on exams. It's just upsetting to me because I'm pretty sure this is going to be a breakup conversation when we have it.

The fact is that to you, polyamory is freedom. And loving you, I would not take it away from you. Loving myself, I cannot stay in that type of relationship.

The fact is that to you, polyamory is freedom. And loving you, I would not take it away from you. Loving myself, I cannot stay in that type of relationship.

Yeah, that's true. Okay we can talk about it after finals.

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Skype?

Oh man

Too bad there isn't a way to get it for free!!

I was going to Skype with you but I'm self conscious

I haven't put makeup yet

Yeah, but it's my issue. I don't mind if friends or family see me without it, but I get scared that you will think I'm gross!

Lol, you don't need any! ��

You might not say anything, but you might think, "damnn" (in a bad way) lol

I'm drinking chamomile tea, doing a morning routine right now

Omgoodness

I'm excited

To see you! ��

Layla's?

Botanical:gardens!!

So nice!

I was walked to the grocery store and came back! So pretty today!! ��

I want to see you face

I'm gonna kiss it

Wet, sloppy kisses!!

Okay, let me know when I get to slobber on you. ��

You can come to my place!

You're the best. ��❤️

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Good morning sunshine!

I hope you have a nice breakfast with your mom!

I looked up how to care for my oriental lilies so I will hopefully keep them alive for a while!

My cousin works for Amazon in Seattle and she sent me this. I thought you might think it's interesting too!
http://www.theatlantic.com/business/archive/2016/05/iranians-in-seattle/481401/

If you want to!

Aww! �� I'm gonna make that your contact picture!!

I'm picking up pho for lunch!

Lol!

I will share it with you if you want to eat with me!

That sounds like fun!!

If you ever need to improve your gut health, I recommend VSL #3!

Lol!!

I started Dark Girls on Netflix

It looks like its going to be really powerful

I probably should wait till after finals

But I want to see it

Okay

I know I'm going to like it and relate to it. Being darker and having light skinned parents, I had a change of identity as I grew up from "white" which is what my parents told me when I asked them what my race was, to "other" which is what I now check on forms or "brown". My mom told me not to play outside too much or I would get dark, which made me more aware of the fact that I looked different and that it was not a good thing. If I had grown up in Florida where there were kids who looked like me, I think I would've felt more accepted.
Anyway, I'm gonna study. I can't keep distracting myself.

I couldn't hear you ��

Can you talk?

I'm coming to drink your shake!

Why are people in Boston right now?

I'm making a smoothie. Not as good as a shake, but pretty yummy!

Yus!

I'm doing strawberry and banana!

You can have some!

Me too!! ����

Lol, you would come over tonight or Thursday?
I'm excited for Thursday too! I'm happy just to see your face, but I think it's really sweet that you're planning things for us to do!!

Hehehehe!! ����

You can come over and we can learn about post menopausal hormones together!!!

Yeah it would happen!!

Okay! Well I guess I better get back to studying hormonal therapies!!

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Hey love! I may have to take an exam on Friday! However I still want to see you on Thursday, it just can't be a 24 hour experience since I will want to study for my exam. I know we were both really looking forward to this, so I'm sorry to disappoint you!

I'm not sure yet, as my professor hasn't provided specifics. However the timeframe she gave me was from 9am to noon. So I will probably be done by noon!

Do you know how long jury duty lasts for the first day?

The other possibility she gave was to have my exam on Monday but I have jury duty on Monday at 8:00am, so I don't know what time I will get out.
I would love to go with you and your family. I thought you couldn't make it though?

Oh, well I'm sorry your events were cancelled. A float trip sounds really fun though!